2005-08-03 - 5:32 p.m.
it's gonna rain tonight!!!! big old thunderstorm.
this is awesome news, because it increases my chances of giving M. a ride home tonight.
i need to move on this M thing. i need to be distracted from brian.
a guy called today about subleting my room. i want to move out. either i'll get that job in milwaukee (hope not - that is too grown up and scary). or i'll move into a depressing little efficiency across the street.
but at least i'll be out of this degrading situation. i can't look at brian without crying or wanting him back.
i need to move on. brian can ask me back any time, but i'm not going to fester here waiting for him to change his mind.
