2005-12-21 - 7:32 p.m.
im at a coffee place in oakland with sara. we were supposed to spend the week in clovis with the rents at their new house, but that plan got vetoed before 24 hours were up.
im feeling 'ainx' (anxious) for a few different reasons. they all pretty much have to do with control. first, mom brought all kinds of shit food along (cookies, chocolate) and i want to get away from all that and break a sweat at my beloved gym.
second, i feel silly for sitting around doing nothing in california when i could be making money in madison. im losing about 450 dollars, plus spending more than i would normally on coffee and food and entertainment.
third, i have visions of a revamped apartment, and i want to get back so i can rearrange things.
psycho.
but it is lovely to be with sara. as yewzsh. (sound it out.)
tot.
i think ill move out here in august. once i have money, a dog, and some kind of marketable skill.
