2004-10-05 - 7:53 p.m.
i have no thoughts. my brain is void of thought. school has lunged its gnarly fist into my skull, and the tight squeeze has done me in. thats all.
there is a centipede in the hallway, up on the wall. im going to pretend it isnt there. i have trouble even squishing a fly - and the more legs the thing has, the less willing i am to feel the scrunch under my fingers. eeeeeew. ive been catching weird beetle-type bugs with a cup and flushing them down the toilet, but the legs on this thing are too much for me.
my lips are very raw, on the chapped side.
brian and i had our 4 year anniversary yesterday. we did nothing for it. well, we said i love you and all that, but we do that everyday. school and work ruined the day. i was so dissatisfied, late into the night, waiting for brian to call me to pick him up from the studio...i began to imagine alternate parallel lives...i like to imagine what might be...i dont believe in true love and so the possibilities can be endless...
my primal girly self thinks that every dark spot in this old house full of dark spots is a goddamn creepy crawler! eek! flinch! yikes!
if brian doesnt get home in time to watch the edwards-cheney debate with me, im going to be outright miffed.
