2005-11-11 - 10:55 a.m.
i spent yesterday evening with eric. it was fun but unfortunately "fraternal." why do i suck so much at flirting?
i have no idea what kind of relationship he wants with me, and i'm pretty sure he has no idea what is on my mind. arghhh!!
i brought over this video of classic movie shorts. it was a bunch of really strange stuff without dialogue or much plot. he was into watching them because one of them was co-directed by dali. we were not nearly sophisticated enought to grasp the meaning of it all, so we just laughed through the six mini-movies.
now i'm stressing over whether or not he's going to call me again this weekend. i know that (1) luke is out of town - which is interesting because luke is usually our mutual friend who brings us together and (2) eric's roommate will be out of town - which means more privacy at his place. i also know that he wants to go a show saturday night. he started talking about it with me, but didn't really invite me. is he not interested? or just really passive and/or insecure? or confused like me?
if he doesn't call me by saturday, i will be very sad and distraught.
on the upside - i am now fully employed! no more of this underemployed bullshit! i'll be working at the phone company - my training starts on monday.
