2006-01-02 - 10:26 a.m.
sara says i act like a 5 year old most of the time. i will meet her theory half way here and act like a 15 year old.
reasons to like eric: (there are no reasons to love a person, besides maybe pheramones. this is out of my control, but at least i can justify it with a list of positive attributes.)
1. so funny. amazing, consistant sense of humor.
2. his attitude - the sense of humor carries through in his whole outlook on life.
3. his attentiveness. he seems to love calling me, writing me notes, bringing me little gifts.
4. his passion for me.
5. his sexual appetite.
6. his mutual love for dogs and all things furry and cute.
7. new devepment: i found out he likes to write. i read a few pages of the beginning of a fantasy story and it was impressive.
8. big and sexy.
9. friendliness towards everyone in the world.
10. his ability to make me feel at home in his world, with his friends.
11. his interest in meeting my friends and family. (he called my sister on new years eve!)
12. the way he seems a little hurt when i overlook him. not that i want him to feel bad, but its nice to know that hes not a robot, that he is not just going through the motions with me.
13. the way he gets jealous, just a little jealous.
14. he loves giving head.
15. his contented laziness.
16. his adorable, precise industrious tendencies
17. his use of a sewing machine.
18. his balloon animal skills.
19. the fact that he used to be in a band. lead singer and guitar.
20. he played guitar and sang with him mom at church on christmas. (though hes not religious)
21. hes not especially christian.
22. he doesnt hold back - usually. hes not afraid to be a big dork.
he really is a fantastic person.
if we get to a point in our relationship where we've been together a long time, and openly love each other, i suppose i'd ask him a couple things.
first, i'd ask him to please stop smoking. but that would be the only time. i dont want to be a pest about it. but i would give him all my reasons, and promise not to lecture him for at least another 6 or 12 months.
second, i'd ask him why he doesn't find more stimulating work. but that might be a touchy issue, and i am trying really hard not to be a classist snob. its hard though, to see how he can stand being so smart and carrying on in such brainless jobs all day.
