2004-04-27 - 12:04 p.m.
feeling like hell today...
my nose and throat are all congested and gross. at least this marks the end of the illness, so better days are soon to come.
plus denise is a complete and total bitch. i am beginning to secretly despise her. not that i show it. thats what professionalism is all about - a concept she doesnt seem to grasp.
she is supposed to be my cooperating teacher while i learn to student teach. funny how shes hardly ever even in the room! funny how she rarely reads the lesson plans i turn in to her every week! funny how she snaps at me every time i ask her a question!
i hate her very much.
she totally abuses me. she takes everything out on me. i cant tell if she is mad at me or just mad about her stupid boring life. it makes me so angry. i dont treat her like shit when ive got issues troubling me! i dont let on that i think her teaching style is useless and lazy.
shes a cow shes a cow shes a cow.
ok im done being mean. its just so hard to pretend like everything is fine. i know i should talk to her, but she does this annoying "im going to be nice now" thing whenever i finally get the nerve to confront her. B I T C H! ok im really done now.
i wont write any more in this entry. it is already tainted with anger.
