2003-11-11 - 1:30 p.m.
im skipping class and wondering why im such a nymphohead.
im such a creep, having these graphic sexual fantasies about every body that crosses my path. is it bad to consistently dream about random others while 'making love' to your monogamous forever sweeter-than-pie boyfriend?
is it bad to get all wet and bothered over a conversation about video games?
sometimes i feel so out of control, with my rampant indiscriminatory sexual attractions. i try to think of a friend in my life who i am not jizzing over, and i think and think and think about them until i am convinced that i am not a total pervert, and i am capable of normal relationships once in awhile.
the worst part of all my drooling is when i decide to stop the drooling over a particular person. that person, once adored, now detested, becomes the unknowing victim of hateful and irrationally cruel thoughts. i think the worst things about people who i decide not to love anymore.
