2003-11-04 - 10:36 p.m.
ok theres one more thing. ive got baby urges. brian doesnt want babies, and i thought i didnt either, but it turns out that i do.
maybe ill be satisfied with puppies.
we saw this video in class the other day, a sort of documentary on teachers first year of teaching. this one kindergarden teacher had a black student with a terrible stuttering problem. the little boy was so fucking cute, so authentically happy and curious and clueless of his doomed future, i wanted to eat him like a goddamn cupcake.
im sort of relying on the likelihood of accidental pregnancy.
why is that all the fuck-ups get to have babies, when good responsible folks have to withstrain themselves? it doesnt seem fair!
